Let me start by saying, Im totally psychic. Not in the traditional,ooooo I can tell your future just by touching you-- or oooo I talk to dead people. No no, nothing like that. I can tell my own future, but not with ridiculous clarity.
Let me explain. I get deja vu. 'Oh, well I get that too...' you might be saying. NOPE SORRY YOU DONT, not like I do.
I get deja vu- 3 times (it has considerably increased as I have gotten older)--so whats the French equivalent to that?. As in, "Crap, I've done this twice before" yeah, its actually a little annoying to see your future self participate in random actions to only have them make sense in a non-magical way without unicorns or rainbows or fairies, or singing nymphs. Reality can suck it.
Anyway- because of this my dreams are vivid and I often remember them, the feelings that they generate, the emotion that is there, the tension, the wind on my skin, yeah I can often times wake up and still BE there with pretty good clairty.
So last nights dream......
I owned a motorcycle. Not just any motorcycle-- AN AMERICAN FLAG motorcycle. Take that commies! My helmet was pure white with sparkles so that my white helmet would BLIND you if you looked directly at me.
I remember riding as a form of therapy.
Side note: never have i ever... ridden a motorcycle-- not driving or riding-- take a drink if you have!
I can recall the need to be on this bike-- the urgency that I would feel when I needed to ride. It was uncomfortable at best. Also, I was a lot reckless and would do stunts like going on my front wheel.
There was this woman that I knew-- and she was having a hard time, and I just remember needing to ride because of her situation. That I felt so helpless in regards to her. For some reason it was important that I internalize her issues. She wasnt anyone that I currently know-- that I can recall....
Yeah-- thats about it. And you are welcome-- for that little insight into the psyche that is me!
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